Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The time has come...

Uh oh,
It's coming, I can feel it. 
The itching is here, I stare at the windows more now. 
Shall I disappear? 
I have a couple more weeks before I would be able to leave. 
Can I really wait that long? 
Maybe it will go away by then, probably not. 
The urge to run is back, I always want to run. 
I was was working out today, running on the treadmill. 
I ran for 20 minutes straight,
my side ached and my legs felt like they wanted to give out. 
I looked into the mirror in front of me and realized I was crying. 
I stopped, I looked at myself closely and cursed out loud. 
What's wrong with me? 
Let's just say it's girly emotions shall we? 

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