It's coming, I can feel it.
The itching is here, I stare at the windows more now.
Shall I disappear?
I have a couple more weeks before I would be able to leave.
Can I really wait that long?
Maybe it will go away by then, probably not.
The urge to run is back, I always want to run.
I was was working out today, running on the treadmill.
I ran for 20 minutes straight,
my side ached and my legs felt like they wanted to give out.
I looked into the mirror in front of me and realized I was crying.
I stopped, I looked at myself closely and cursed out loud.
What's wrong with me?
Let's just say it's girly emotions shall we?

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